Busy. That is the only way to fight it. It never ebs, it never subsides. It's like gravity.
Even sleep... there is no respite. It just takes on more fantastic forms. Shrouded moments.
But animating cartoons... there is real joy in the work.
Real joy.
These words do. the many many thousands you never see. copious notes.
Someday.
Maybe.
Maybe not.
There is a subject in deliberately avoiding.