hypocritepoet

I thought I had done as good a job as possible saying goodbye.

But I think I made eveything worse. Now not only have I lost the respect and dignity in front of my milieu (i CANNOT spell), evoked the wrath of my own life partner... I think I may have crushed that one light in all of this.

I'm sorry. I will pluck those words on the stings of the universe and hope they vibrate.

I need to stop making this worse.

I'm sorry.

Not a bauble. or a trophy.

Simply that which completes me. ANd that I can never have.

So stated by everyone in my life. and even teh king of teh universe.

Sigh.

Sigh.

Sigh.

This will get better. But it will never pass. And I’m okay with that. I hope she can forget me.