If You're

Down down diggity down

I don't know. How could i. In our not so secret separation, remember that you are a good human. You are valuable and lovable and wonderful. And hella not perfect.

Aggravating to some. Delicious to others. I don't know what your landscape is like. All I can see through the walled garden is vibrations in the universe.

You are loved.

God. You are so loved. You weirdo. If i dind't for get how much people love me, I wouldn't understand how little self worth you have.

You are cherished.

God. Damned you have so much potential.

Husbands, daughters, sons, brothers, sisters, parents and friends. You are surrounded by teh love. Whatever this is. it will pass.

You are a target. The enemy is picking. us off like a sniper.

Don't give up. Dont give in.


I convinced myself everyone was crawling all over this. At this point, I have to confront that they aren't. either no one cares or it was never made public.

Which I thought would be the case. Until the box. The box sort of recalibrated every expectation adn understanding I thought I had.

There are priorities and loyalties and I completely understand. I should have expected. it.


No way for me to know what you are facing. But I know it's somthing. We all are.

I met a homeless man my age. Robert. This morning, he expected a kind man to give him a handful of case and he was going to hike from here to OKC.

Feckin' crazy. But that's all he has.

The point is we make the most of what we have.

We lose everything in this life. The one thing we keep is our love and our memory. Until the end takes even that.

I love you. Whatever you lost. It isn't gone. Think about what you loved about them. The best. Be angry. Break something.

Cuss.

Then pray.

And cry your heart out. Regardless of what Oasis says.

“Stop Crying Your Heart Out”

Hold up Hold on Don't be scared You'll never change what's been and gone May your smile (may your smile) Shine on (shine on) Don't be scared (don't be scared) Your destiny may keep you warm

'Cause all of the stars Are fading away Just try not to worry You'll see them someday Take what you need And be on your way And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up) Come on (come on) Why're you scared? (I'm not scared) You'll never change What's been and gone

'Cause all of the stars Are fading away Just try not to worry You'll see them someday Take what you need And be on your way And stop crying your heart out

'Cause all of the stars Are fading away Just try not to worry You'll see them someday Just take what you need And be on your way And stop crying your heart out

We're all of us stars We're fading away Just try not to worry You'll see us someday Just take what you need And be on your way And stop crying your heart out Stop crying your heart out Stop crying your heart out Stop crying your heart out